I'm actually very pissed and I can't help ranting on this issue. A friend who I was once close with... Turns out to be a real bloody jerk! Hah, what can I say? Once a maggot, always a maggot...

I still can't believe that she'll use this sort of lies or pranks to her friends. You think it's a joke, huh?!? Unfortunately, I don't think it is because I'm not laughing! Trying to test if our friendship is still there? Trying to test if we understand the situation she's in? Trying to gain our sympathy? Trying to gain our attention? Oh, please... This is so not the way! Oh well, I should long know what sort of person she is. She could even prank her ex-boyfriends let alone friends. Haha!

Yes, I'm able to understand the situation she's in, that she's sick and she's busy with her work (This is what she claims). But, the way she's dealing with it is not what it seems. It's just an excuse that she's trying to cover. Frankly speaking, it's all BULL SHIT! I seriously don't give a damn with all her 'explanations'. An excuse that doesn't make any sense or logic is equivalent to lies. When things turn bad and it's against to her advantage or it can't be solve, she'll go around acting emo, as if we don't bother and left her all alone. Also, trying to gain sympathy by saying that we all MISUNDERSTOOD her and stuff, as though as, she's pushing all the blame back to us. Damn! She'll just never admit defeat, won't she? She's just a sore loser who thinks she's always right even if she's at fault. She's a person who never likes people giving feedback or commenting the flaws on her. Alright, I have to admit that it's hard to accept these negative remarks from others, but that's one way you'll know how wrong you are and how or where to change, to be a better person, definitely! If not, the entire world would be so mess up if doing the bad things is still considered right, that they are at no fault. Oops, I forgot... She's a mess up girl, anyway!~

I'm just her utterly disgusted by her acts. Disappointment too...
It's her fault for not holding this friendship on. She never did her part as a friend let alone maintaining this friendship. Does she bother about this friendship? Does she even want to mend it? Yes, to her it will be. But, hell! No... She doesn't. Unless she has the heart to patch all this broken pieces back by ACTION and not words. But, after so long... there's no ACTION but EXCUSES. Just seem like she didn't even want to salvage this long friendship of ours. A simple call or message like last time, would it kill? She's often online yet she didn't bother to chat with us or to leave a message on whatever alternatives there is. She only calls when she's in need. Just like the other day, she called me out of the blue just to clarify things on O-level. If there's nothing she need, do you think she'll give a damn to call? No! Definitely not...

The most amusing thing is her 'scarification' towards us. LAME! Also, she can COMPLAIN on Cheryl neglecting her friends last time and now she's doing the same stuff that she once complain about, only worse... Wahahax. Who's more exaggerating? Who's the one neglecting who now?!?

On an irrelevant note, E-learning was much better than 1st day but I still can't wait to go back to school. I hate it when I can't see my classmates. I hate it when there's no interaction with them. I hate it when I have to do everything on my own, even if I don't know how to. The advantages of E-learning are that you get to wake up later than you usually wake up for school, save your trip to and fro and you don't have to do presentation. But, going to school now... I fear of getting this virus, H1N1. Does the Year 1 being quarantine home make any difference? No, it just got worse and now there's a total of 60+ being infected with H1N1. It's so frightening...

[Lingz- Signing Off~]