Today, it's Marilyn Jie Jie 21st birthday party... Well, I wouldn't say that I enjoy myself there... Before the party starts, I feel like going back home already... Sigh... I was there really early... Around 5 plus to help out with the decorations? Yea... But, I didn't help much lah... Just help Joanna Jie Jie paste the "HAPPY B-DAY" thingy...
Going there, I was really bored to death... It's like, I'm the youngest there... The rest are like, 4-5 years plus older than me... Sigh... I don't know what to do... I was walking up and down... Looking at my hand phone... Smsing... Calling my mom... Till, one of the Kor Kor there asked me if I'm ushering... Lolx...
Gwen Jie Jie was really nice... She tried to make me feel comfortable... Still, I wasn't... Hmmm... I'm not really close with Gwen Jie Jie in church... But, I'm really glad that she made an effort to make me feel comfortable... Really appreciate it... One of the brothers there also tried to relate to me... But, I was too shy and nervous, ba? The conversation ended really quick... Just a few words only... Hahz...
Although, I like being with the big sisters and big brothers... But, somehow, I just don't fit in there... I feel weird in there... Perhaps, I don't know them well... Therefore, I can't relate much... I'm only close with Marilyn Jie Jie in church... No others le... Even Mr. Ng and Ms. Teo, also not close... Whenever I go for service, we never talk to each other de... Therefore, I seldom go for service ba? Feel weird in there... Besides, I'm really very tired le... Every time, when I go for services, I would go back home straight... Just like that lo... Not close at all... Sigh...
They have this costume party... It was really cool... Seeing all those Kor Kor and Jie Jie dressed up... It's really interesting... But, one thing that freaked me out was the Jie Jie who dressed all in black, holding a stick...? Just like a demon or a ghost... Hmmm... Really frightening and I was so afraid... Yea... It's only a costume party, I know... But, I don't know why... Each time she walked pass me, I would jump... I just feel like running away... Sigh... I'm just so terrified...
I don't know what happened to me... After eating, I just feel like vomiting... I coughed non-stop till I can't breathe properly... Later, ended up with that attack... Sigh... I don't know why... Perhaps, I was too eager to go back home... I don't know what to do... I don't fit in there and I was so alone...
After a while, when I'm much better... I left that place and I went to look for my mom... She came all the way down just to bring me back... So touched!~ Ahaha... But, firstly, we walk around Orchard... Then, headed back home...
Today, it's also the day when I had lots of fun; when I was super high... Isabel came back from Perth!~ Manz... I haven't been seeing her for 4 long years... She still hasn't change a bit... Hehz ;p We went out together with Lay Leng and Adeline... Actually, I kinda lost contact with them till Isabel came back... Then, started calling each other... Hahz... =) Took lots of photos and I was so super hypo; super high... Can't stop being lame and can't stop laughing... Hehz... I never change a bit since Primary school... I guess? I've always been so high back then... Hahz ;p Then, later... We catch the "Chicken Little" movie... It was really cute and funny but the story-line... It seems to me that it's telling us that all parents love their own children... Hehz ;p After movie, we walked around Orchard... Quite fun lah... The sad thing is... Lay Leng is going to Australia and will be back on the 31st of December... While Isabel, she will be going to Malaysia on the 4th... Oh well... Never mind... Before Isabel goes back to Perth, we can meet up again... Hehz =P I really can't wait because the next meeting might be next year... And, I may not be in Singapore when she comes back then... Ahaha...

[Lingz- Signing Off~]